that hate which was love

i hate you! you put me crying all days, all night i couldn´t sleep, i just thought of you. At the beginning you  conquered me with your charm, your kindness, your love. After, you started to be far away of me, of us. you begun to be a asshole that just ignored me, when i talked to you. i didn´t matter to you, i was just a hobby. And i started to be sad and confused about my feelings, because i loved you but you didn´t feeling the same for me. And i still love you! Isn´t it ironic? you hurt me and i still care of you. i still think about you and how are you right now. i begin to realize that you don´t deserve my love for you. you were a stain in my life. Die away!