i hate you! you put me crying all days, all night i couldn´t sleep, i just thought of you. At the beginning you conquered me with your charm, your kindness, your love. After, you started to be far away of me, of us. you begun to be a asshole that just ignored me, when i talked to you. i didn´t matter to you, i was just a hobby. And i started to be sad and confused about my feelings, because i loved you but you didn´t feeling the same for me. And i still love you! Isn´t it ironic? you hurt me and i still care of you. i still think about you and how are you right now. i begin to realize that you don´t deserve my love for you. you were a stain in my life. Die away!
It's weird how you became so important when you went away, i needed you in my life more time and i didn't realized it. i hadn´t have enough time to say goodbye. so i'm gonna write this words to finish my goodbye. you were such an amazing person, you put everyone as a priority, you care about us every day, you called us every evenings and i remeber that! i remeber everything. i remeber when you tried to teach us someting new, when you get me home to go to the park, when you played with me, i miss that times, i miss you! But i can´t do nothing to have you back, and that is something that breaks me inside every days. i wish you were here, even if it's just for a minute, just to say how much i love you ! we need you here, everyone needs you here. i wish you have met some people that you didn´t met, that you have feeling more sensations, more moments, i just wanted you were here!
I'm gonna write a letter. a letter that expresses all my feelings. my hapiness,my sadness, my strong moments and my moments of weakness, my moments of joy, my moments of drama and even my moments of comedy. all my life is expressed in this letter, with every words. each words means a piece of my life, a piece of me. in this letter i remember all my moments that i spent with all my loved ones. you know that this letter describes you, I mean... us! because all my feelings are about you, you're my life . I don´t want to lose you!
Dreams,dreams,dreams. What are dreams? Why we dream about something that we never thought about? It´s a life question. I think that the dreams are the reflection of our lifes. I think, when we have a problem or an issue, we could discover the answer in the dreams. So, pay attention on your dreams because sometimes your answer is right in front of your nose or in your mind. Dream, reflect and take care.
