Every person born for a reason. No one are in this world for no reason. It's gotta to be for something, for someone, for a moment or to make a difference in this strange and controverse world. It's not a problem if you are different from the people around you. Every person is unique, every person has a style and a way to live. You have to follow your instinct and your hunches. It doesn´t matter if you are boy or girl, blond or brunet, black or white, asian or european, straight or bissexual, you have to believe that you're special and you have to enforce it. Every person has a natural shine and a natural beauty, inside and out. Don´t judge yourself based by opinion's from the others. They don´t know you, don´t let them judge you in that way. Don´t try to be someone that you aren´t. Live like you are and then you realize that you're better than you think.
i hate you! you put me crying all days, all night i couldn´t sleep, i just thought of you. At the beginning you conquered me with your charm, your kindness, your love. After, you started to be far away of me, of us. you begun to be a asshole that just ignored me, when i talked to you. i didn´t matter to you, i was just a hobby. And i started to be sad and confused about my feelings, because i loved you but you didn´t feeling the same for me. And i still love you! Isn´t it ironic? you hurt me and i still care of you. i still think about you and how are you right now. i begin to realize that you don´t deserve my love for you. you were a stain in my life. Die away!
It's weird how you became so important when you went away, i needed you in my life more time and i didn't realized it. i hadn´t have enough time to say goodbye. so i'm gonna write this words to finish my goodbye. you were such an amazing person, you put everyone as a priority, you care about us every day, you called us every evenings and i remeber that! i remeber everything. i remeber when you tried to teach us someting new, when you get me home to go to the park, when you played with me, i miss that times, i miss you! But i can´t do nothing to have you back, and that is something that breaks me inside every days. i wish you were here, even if it's just for a minute, just to say how much i love you ! we need you here, everyone needs you here. i wish you have met some people that you didn´t met, that you have feeling more sensations, more moments, i just wanted you were here!
I'm gonna write a letter. a letter that expresses all my feelings. my hapiness,my sadness, my strong moments and my moments of weakness, my moments of joy, my moments of drama and even my moments of comedy. all my life is expressed in this letter, with every words. each words means a piece of my life, a piece of me. in this letter i remember all my moments that i spent with all my loved ones. you know that this letter describes you, I mean... us! because all my feelings are about you, you're my life . I don´t want to lose you!
Dreams,dreams,dreams. What are dreams? Why we dream about something that we never thought about? It´s a life question. I think that the dreams are the reflection of our lifes. I think, when we have a problem or an issue, we could discover the answer in the dreams. So, pay attention on your dreams because sometimes your answer is right in front of your nose or in your mind. Dream, reflect and take care.
when i think of you i remember your deep and intense eyes, your beautiful smile that mademe happy whenever i was sad, your smell, your breath in my neck ...when i think of us i remember the time i spent with you, our conversations, our moments, our lunchs, our dinners, our walks on the beach, our hands intertwined and how you press them to don´t let me go away from you. i remember all these things and i want them back. i need them back.
There is one thing that i reflect every day. why are some people so stupid? it´s a question that i'll never know the answer. Maybe is their education that influence their behavior, or it's just their personality. Anyway, stupid people unfortunately exist and i don´t really like to live with their company. So, when you see a stupid person and he start to say bullshit, just show him your middle finger and say ''shut the fuck up''.
